Dear Lance,
"You know, Mommy, I will buy a toy for you when you're sleeping.
When you wake up, there's a surprise for you. I love you."
Thank you.
And I am sorry.
I am sorry I could not bring back..
I could not give you the brother and sister you have been asking for.
Not anymore.
But you know, Lance..
Your words today made me feel that..
Your brother or sister in heaven..
And You.. are Enough.
I love you.
Love,
Mommy