The first thing my Oncologist told me was..
"For breast cancer, it's total hair loss.. "
I thought I was already prepared for it..
But tears still..
I still cried..
I've always had long hair.. almost never had short hair..
and never used to..
But what bothered me the most was when she said..
"After chemo, your new hair would be curly and coarse.."
Anyway, I decided to cut my hair in preparation.
Chemo can take away what's left..
But it can no longer break me down!
(I hope and pray)
And so are my headscarves and wigs!
Though I still get shocked every time I pass by a glass or mirror nowadays..
Because I just couldn't find myself..
Because boy.. I look like a boy right now!
*Thank you Sherick, Bea and Dean for keeping me sane at the salon*